I went to a Church of England school but never really believed in religion.
I’ve spent most of my life doubting and even feeling angry at God for allowing suffering. I’ve said He probably doesn’t even exist.
If heaven is real, could I still be forgiven and go there, even though I’ve doubted and been angry at God? Would God still listen to me, despite what I’ve thought and said?
I’m feeling scared and confused, and I need some comfort. If you believe strongly, I’d like to hear your thoughts on this.