The older i get the more i realise that maybe im just not deserving of anything good in my life so the minute i can feel anyone getting too close they need to go before bad stuff happens and they are taken anyway does anyone else feel like this or just me ive pushed a lot of folk away thinking this…
I’m not sure if it’s something similar but I push people away fearing that they may get bored with me or that they may just see and expect me to be something more than I am.
I’m afraid of being a disappointment, inadequate or insufficient. I’d like to meet people’s expectations but I don’t think I ever can. I can’t seem to change this mindset.
@Cliff got myself into a right mess and not sure how to explain to try and make it better or even if i want to for that matter thinking it might be easiest just to walk away x
@Animallover I’m sorry! I understand though because I walk away from people too and just keep to myself most of the time! I feel like I won’t get hurt that way! x